How I express myself..

Lately, this is the only way where I can properly express myself. I can't do it in typing long essays.. I just hope, that these poems, might allow me to express myself in a way that will make me feel better...

It Was Good While It Lasted

Knowing I will face you
Knowing I will see your smile
Am I really in this dreadful mess?
Am I really able to go on, mile after mile?

Hurt's in my heart
And tears in my eyes
I miss the person you were
The person I met

As I try to be strong
Reality knocks on my door
As my attention's called
Lost in confusion, I am

But as the days go by, I find
I no longer want to be with you
With guidance from people,
I am slowly getting over you.

As I lay down on my bed,
As I just stop for a moment to rest,
The memories of you and me
Just run through me head

Maybe we were not meant to be
But even though it wasn't hard,
To say good-bye,
It was good while it lasted.

Letting You Know

You know that I am here,
Because you talk to me.
You don't know that I like you,
And if you did,
What would you do?

I sometimes feel like telling you,
How I truly feel,
If only you knew that I like you,
Would you give me a chance?

You are everything,
That I have ever asked for,
Beautiful eyes,
Nice, sweet and kind personality.
You are who you are to me,
And that is all that I want you to be.

I want to show you that I love you,
And I will never hurt you,
Because I will never want to lose you.
But I guess that will only remain a silent part of me,
The part that would have enough courage to tell you,
How I really feel.

So I hope this gets through to you,
Because this is the only way,
Just know that i like you,
And I will always be here for you,
Till the end.

I Bet You Never Knew

Fixed and dazed in air
My mind wanders nowhere
I see our 'what could have been'
I begin to wonder where to begin

I don't know what to think
Thought I was focused but I'm scared
I saw one girl in my life where now it's two
I've never felt so unprepared

My veins don't know which way to flow
The blood goes this way and that
To fulfill the body, or for the heart to breathe
Leaving both behind where they're at

So I'll stop and stare
Try to live my life
Although I see two
Like a splitting knife

Look In My Eyes

It hurts me so to watch you go
But it tears me apart, when you don't take notice of me,
I'm sorry I can't be like other guys
Tall, handsome, and very funny
For once it wouldn't hurt to look in my eyes
Which burns with faith, care, and sensitivity
I try to be awesome and fun
But compared to my friends I'm always outdone

I know you deserve better and I'm not the very best
But if you would just look in my eyes, you'll see I care about you more than the rest
I try to turn from temptations, my eyes look away
Cause I see you, I'd rather be with you any day

I'm not perfect or best fit
But in my eyes you are
And that's all that matters to me
If you would look in my eyes, you can see me completely
But you only look at them
That's why I seem so unworthy

Your voice is my music
Your eyes are all I stare
So look back into mine
For you I so care

Hoping You Won't See

I can't look you in the eyes I'm afraid that you will see.
The yearning I feel inside for what I know could never be.

I try to fight the feelings and what I long to say.
But every time it gets harder to just let you walk away.

If only you knew the truth hidden beneath the lies.
If only you could hear every time that my heart cries.

How can something that feels so right ever be so wrong.
When will the wanting stop it seems I've wanted you for so long.

God, but you're beautiful and oh how I yearn for just your touch.
Never could there ever be someone who longs for you so much.

But what I feel for you must stay hidden deep within.
For I could never fight for a love I know I cannot win.

So I'll silently keep wishing for what I know could never be.
And yearning for you but yet hoping you won't see.

Love at its best

Love at its best,
Is a wonderful thing.

Love at its best,
Is a beautiful thing,

Love at its best,
Is an amazing thing,

Love at its best..
Is there such a thing? XD


Just a simple joke poem.. Doesn't mean anything..

4 Poems in a row

My Love For You Is Real
Sometimes at night,
When I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you,
And then ask myself "why?"

"Why do I love you?"
I think and smile,
Because I know,
The list could run on for miles.

The whisper of your voice,
The warmth of your touch,
So many little things,
Make me love you so much.

The way you support me,
Even my silly actions,
The way that you care,
And show such emotions.

The way that your kiss,
Fills me with desire,
And how you hold me,
With the warmth of a fire.

The way your eyes shine,
When you look at me,
Lost with you forever,
Is where i want to be.

The way that I feel,
When you are by my side,
A sense of completion,
And overflowing pride.

The dreams that I dream,
That all involve you,
The possibilities that I see,
The things that we can do.

How you finish the puzzle,
That lies inside my heart,
How deep in my soul,
You are a very important part.

I could go on for days,
Telling of what I feel,
But all you really must know is...
My love for you is real.

My Love

You are my angel,
My reason for it all,
You fill my life with hope,
And for you I stand tall,

I think about you always,
I miss you all the time,
And just to be near you,
There's no mountain I wouldn't climb,

I want to hold you close,
Your hugs are a bliss,
And I really can't wait,
To feel your soft kiss,

Sometimes I am wondering,
Cause I just can't see,
Why a perfect little angel,
Would choose someone like me,

You'll always be perfect,
In every single way,
I'm gonna love waking up to you,
Every single day, you are a blessing,

Sent straight from above,
You're so special to me,
And I wanna show you my love.

More Than You Know

I'd like to tell you
how much I love you,
and I hope you know that I do...
I wish that the words I speak
so gently to you could be
heard by your heart
with the same meanings
and the same soft feelings of love
that they carry from deep within me.

For more than you know ...
I love so many things about you.
More than just the way you hold me
and the warmth you give;
I enjoy sharing life with you.
I enjoy the way we balance each other out,
how we share the good times
and support each other through the tears.
I enjoy the knowledge that we'll make it
through whatever life brings
with courage and with love
through the years.

More than you know ...
and more than I can ever say,
I feel a wonderful thankfulness
in my heart ... just for you.
And I want you to remember, though
my thoughts don't always convey
and my feelings don't always show,
I love you,
and I always will
..more than you know.

I Just Want To Tell You

I just want to tell you,
I love you with all my heart.
I wish for us to be together,
Never shall we be apart.

I just want to tell you,
You put the smile on my face.
I want to be by your side,
I don't want to be any other place.

I just want to tell you,
You mean so much to me.
I see you as nothing less than the world,
And that I want you to see.

I just want to tell you,
I wouldn't be able to live without you.
Without the comfort you give,
There's nothing I could do.

I just want to tell you,
I thank you for being there.
You've always given me a shoulder to lean on,
And you always care.

I just want to tell you,
I think of you every moment of the day.
And how much I love you,
Words could never even say.

I just want to tell you,
I love you with all my heart.
I wish for us to be together,
Never shall we be apart.

Its hard

Today.. I knelt down in front of a girl.. The second time of my life.. I have never done this before.. And this time, it was in a public place..

Why? My mind says I should respect you, my heart says I don't give a shit and I wanna love you..

But one thing is for sure, I miss you like hell now..

Anything For My Angel

Without you by my side my life is spinning
I wish there was a way for me to be right next to you
I feel so lost, in this world of desire
I want to be with you so bad
It feels as if my heart is on fire

I'm constantly stuck in this struggle to survive
Life isn't worth living without you by my side
There are memories of us that I try to hide
But I can't, because they are the only way I get through my life

I mean this with all my heart
If there is a way to get to you, I will
If there is a way for me to see you, I will
If there is a way for us to beat these hard times, we will

The way I know this is simply because I LOVE YOU
And that is enough to get through anything!

My Only Love

To a woman as beautiful as can be,
The only one I want with me.
The sunshine of my brightest day
the one that takes my lonely away.
You are my dream that really came true
without your love,
I don't know what I would do.
You make me feel like I'm a king
and I always want you to be my queen.
I love you more than you'll ever know
and want you to take my love where ever you go.
You'll always be in my heart
and nothing can ever tear us apart.
You are my world, my life it seems
you're in my thoughts and all my dreams.
I'll love you for the rest of your life and cherish every minute
as long as you promise to keep me in it.

Thank you for today B ^^

I Promise You

Darling, I make these promises to you and only you.
To love, Honor and care for you, and always be true.

I promise to love you with all of my heart.
No matter if we are together or far apart.

I promise you, when you are down.
From your face I will take your frown.

I promise to take your side when right or wrong.
Just to prove that my love for you is strong.

I promise when you're worried, I will give you hope.
And when you're confused. . . . I will help you cope.

I promise it is you whom I will tend.
For with you, will I stay until the end.

I promise when you need love, my heart I will share.
And when you are sick, for you I will care.

I promise you that nothing will change my heart.
You will feel my love even when we are apart.

I promise that my love for you will go on forever.
For it is truly to you, that I will surrender.

I promise to give you all that I have to give.
I'll do anything for you, for as long as I live.

I promise when you're sad, I will dry your tears.
I'll help solve all of our problems throughout our years.

Darling, I make these promises to you and only you.
I promise to love, Honor and care for you, and always be true.

Tagged by Shi Ting

1. What have you been doing recently?
Writing many many poems

2. Do you ever turn your hand phone off?
Erm.. Only when I have no battery

3. What happened at 10am today?
I have no idea, I was sleeping

4. When did you last cry?
Last night

5. Believe in Fate/ Destiny?
Yeah. I do

6. What do you want in life now?
Happiness for her

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or put up your hood?
Put up my hood

8. What's your favorite thing to do in bed?
Sleeping, chatting and making out XD

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
Shorts

10. What are the nicest thing in your inbox?
Her smses

11. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
Lol.. I guess?

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
Nope

13. What was the last movie you caught?
Harry Potter

14. What are you proud of?
Proud of how she handled thursday night

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say and who is it from?
Happy Birthday from Shi Ting

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
Touch My Hand by David Archuleta

17. Do you have any nicknames?
Steven, Gerald, Fucker!

18. What does the newest text message say and who is it from?
Good night, sweet dreams by Vicky Chai

19. What time did you sleep last night?
Roughly about 6.45 a.m this morning actually..

20. Are you currently happy?
Haha.. Quite happy actually

21. Who give you the best advise?
Her, my family and yee teng

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
Nope

23. Who did you talk on the phone last night?
Shi Ting

24. Is something bugging you right now?
Nope

25. Who is the last person to make you laugh?
Shi Ting

26. Do you like yourself?
Haha.. maybe?

27. You want $5 or $10?
Neither

28. Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
Yeap

29. Who is your best best best best best friend?
Hmm.. I don't wanna state names

30. What will you do if you like that girl?
Which girl? Not Shi Ting, no like

31. Who are your favorite stars?
The brightest ones

32. You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
Yeah

33. Do you had even stead before?
What on earth is this?

34. What type of girl do you like?
No idea...

35. Now are you single/attached?
Single XD

Pass this tag to 8 people:

[1] Shi Ting
[2] Evonne
[3] Sheena Liam
[4] Michelle Lim
[5] Gloria
[6] Kevin
[7] Eu gene
[8] Zhenyu
[9] Han yi
[10] Casey

1. Would you date number 5?
Nah.. Never

2. Number 2 just got a car crash and how do you react?
Laugh, ask how she is, laugh again.. then go check on how she is

3. You see no.9 with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do?
Hmm.. nothing?

4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4.
I'll probably wonder how she got in..

5. Number 1 is acting weird.
Kinda normal for her ^^

6. Number 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut.
Good luck

7. Number 7 just got a ticket for him/her and you to go to a concert.
Yeah sure, why not..

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar.
Drink man! drink!

9. No. 4 has to move to the other side of the world.
Aww.. write me cards lol

10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.
Probably got arrested for having a good time

11. Number 7 and you sitting on the couch watching a movie when her/him wrap his/her arm around you.
Gay bastard

12. Number 5 ask you out for dinner.
Well.. that's good.. she owes me anyway

13. Number 9 and you are sitting on the bus.
Chat.. chat... chat...

14. Number 6 calls you in the middle of night because she/he can't sleep.
Chat till either one falls asleep

15. You're walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.
Good luck with that lol..

16. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them.
Comfort her, make her feel better..

17. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen suddenly aflame.
Say I knew it and bring out the fire extinguisher

18. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a koala.
Not bad.. welcome back from Australia.

19. Number 4 just got u an x-box.
Thanks?

20. Number 1 thinks he/she's overweight.
hahaha... She will never think so

21. Number 7 looks lonely.
I will accompany him lol..

22.Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave him/her alone.
Too bad for her then ^^

23. Number 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you.
Be very grateful ^^

24. Number 6 decide to dye her/his hair black. What do you say about that?
Won't make a difference really..

25. Number 7 tells you he/she is going to go out for a while, and then later you hear about a shooting where he/she went.
Go find out what happened.

26. Number 1, 3, 5 and 6 all tackle at you once. Is it possible?
Yeah.. sure.. why not? ^^

The Way You Make Me Feel

I love the way you look at me
I love the way you smile
I love the way you make me feel
My life has been worth while

I love the way you hold me tight
I love the way you smell
I love the way you make me feel
What words just can not tell

I love the way you hold my hand
I love the way you touch
I love the way you make me feel
That I am worth so much

I love the way you walk with me
I love the way you speak
I love the way you make me feel
As my knees grow weak

I love the way you hug me close
I love the way you kiss
I love the way you make me feel
This love I will always miss

I love you because its my decision

If Only Love Could Speak

Only if love could speak

Would it utter a special wish of joy
Only if love could speak
Would it admire the rare essence of you
If only it could guarantee
As much as the value of your soul
Only if love could speak
Would it caress your beauty from within
Only if love could speak
I would say life is full of little treasures
And you are one of them
Only if love could speak
Would it say that I'm completely in love with you