If I was

If I was God . . .
I'll take you to my paradise
If I was a flower . . .
I'd bloom for you at every sunrise
If I was the moon . . .
I'd glow your path and make it bright
If I was water . . .
I'd quench your thirst and bathe you right
If I was the sun . . .
I'd keep you warm and make you shine
If I was a poet . . .
I'd write you lines that makes you rhyme
If I was teddy . . .
I'd bear your nights and hold you tight
If I was a demon . . .
I'd take your soul and make you my angel
If I was a king . . .
I'd give you my kingdom and make you my queen.
But . . . Since I am me, and only me, I can only give
you my loving heart, admire you at all times and hope you were mine.

Thank you for today..

It's going to be OK

Dedicated to B,

It's all going to be OK. Get some rest. If you are in need of someone, I'm always ready for you. I love you.

I'm good..

When friends and family come around and ask me
All I say is
I'm good I'm good
I'ma be alright

Deep in side I know I can't take any more
It's killing me slowly
Physically mentally
There's nothing left in me.

But I don't want people to feel sorry for me
That's why I say
I'm good I'm good

Some times I can't even talk
I can't walk
See the end of the road
Somebody help me
Oh say somebody help me
ooohhh

I don't want people to feel sorry for me
That's why I say
I'm good I'm good
I'ma be alright

My friends and family that's all I tells them but
Deep inside I'm dying baby
Oh...no...no...no

I'm good I'm good
I'ma be alright
Said I'm good I'm good
I'ma be alright..

Love of My Life - Foo Shi Ting

Like the stars in the sky,
I am calling to you.

From the heavens above,
I am looking for you.

In the depths of my soul,
I will live and breathe for you.

Sadness dwells inside you;
You have nothing to fear,

for I am next to you.
I can feel your sadness;

Let me be sad for you,
so you will feel love once again.

Worry not about life,
let me worry for you.

You should always love life,
for it is a part of you.

I'll be there when you fall,
to catch you and say I Love You...

You're the Only One

There are times I can't recognize who I am
There are moments I am without a feeling
There are spaces that happiness can't fulfill
There are clouds not even sunshine can take away.

And though darkness gathers,
And though the silence just gets quieter,
The very thought of you,
And everything you do
Just makes me calm down, and leave that wretched place.

You're the peace inside my soul,
You're spirit of my heart,
You're love that I hold.

You're the magic all around me,
You're my bright and shining star.
You're the greatest friend of all,
And you're the only one.

If only you believed,
And saw me there in front of you.
If you let your heart love again,
You'll find peace as you wanted to.

And when all hope seems dull,
I will always pick you up.
If there's no way out,
You know I'll never give up.

And though darkness gathers,
The very thought of you,
And everything you do
Just makes me feel alright.
'Cause you're the only one.

You're the only one.

Why do I love you?

I love you,
because of who you are,
and not what you are.

I do crazy things, weird things, normal things,
because I love you,
because of who you are.

You make me want to be the best,
Without a word, because I love you,
because of who you are.

In my heart,
You are number one,
The special one,
Because I love you,
For who you are.

I love it,
When we laugh,
When we call each other names,
It makes me happy,
Thus, I love you even more,
Because of who you are.

Love is a gamble,
Love is a risk,
Love is a miracle,
Love does exist.

So why do I love you?
That's easy,
The answer is,
Because you are Shi Ting.

My Life

My Life
Some days seem like a struggle to get through
Some are a breeze
I question my purpose and reason
But no answer has yet come
I know there's a purpose for me bigger
Than life itself
But where do I begin to get these
Questions answered

I was put here to do great things and
To make a difference in other's life
Some days I feel helpless and lost
Unimportant and useless
Other days I feel like I make all the difference
Needed and wanted
There's never a balance, just a high and a low

But when I hear about others who are helpless and lost
Those who haven't even made it to smell a breath of fresh air
I feel selfish for even having such thoughts
Then I realize that my purpose is just that
To live, love, and enjoy life to the fullest.

I found this in a website. I find it something worth sharing with everyone out there..

The Only One

My kind of music,
My favorite song,
I want to be with you
All day and all night long...

Through nine people,
I wondered who would be my sun,
Ever since I knew you
You were the only one...

All the love in the world,
All the love that we see,
Once added up,
It is equal to what I feel inside of me.

My best friend,
My only lover,
From 30th April onwards,
In my heart, I'll keep you forever...

To share a good smile,
Or some unhappy tears,
You're the one I go to
Through all the coming years...

When it rains it rains,
When it snows it snows,
I wrote this only for you
And you're the only one who knows...

I keep you warm,
When nature is cold,
You are my heart's owner, because
To you it was sold...

Whether playing our favorite games,
Or to music we sing & listen,
When it comes to you
There's just no competition...

Not the best cut diamonds,
Or the reddest rose,
Could ever amount to
When you hold me close...

And when everything is said and done,
The night is over and we've had our fun,
Out of all the girls, I choose just one,
The best one of all, and that's you, B.
The only one.

My love for you

Strong is, my love for you,

A love so pure, so real, so true,

A love so deep, Its hard believing,
To be with you, is what I'm dreaming,

My love for you, is the real thing,
I wrote this song, for you to sing,

My love for you is a sunrise,
Born new each day, but never dies,

My love for you, its has no question,
To cherish each moment, that is the lesson,

My love for you, I know is right,
I dream about you, every night,

First thought I have, and last at night,
I will love you til the end of time

A little poem

I love the way you make me laugh
I love the way you make me cry

Tears of joy stream from my eyes
As I hear your voice, a loving surprise.

I love you when you're angry
I love you when you're sad

I love you when you're glad
When you tell me of the day you had

I love you truly
I love you deeply

Ever since the day
I let you meet me

I missed you when you left
I miss you now more than ever

Making a mistake that I regret
Hoping that you are a forgiver

Without you, my life is strife
But now I ask for a second chance

Be with me and start a life
Together forever, an eternal dance

I wait for you as the days go by
My love is growing inch by inch

I cannot wait to see you again
But I wait for you, and your warm kiss

I love you

Change...

Today I saw a change in my behavior

Something was different about me

I engaged myself thinking about things

Things that no normal 18 year old should be thinking about

A sign of maturity caught my eye as i began to pursue what was the most important thing to me, my family

Family has always been the ones to comfort you when your sailing low in your cloudy thoughts

And find a way to bring you to sanity

Your family are the people in your life that you look to for advice and support

Today, something out of the ordinary embraced my daily life

And I was shot down with a dark bolt of lighting that got me to realize

What meant the most to me and how to pursue it

The little things in life mean the most to people

And you dont realize how much you care about that special one until the day they don't exist anymore

The day they are revoked from the world

These small things are just so sentimental to the heart that sometimes

Its the only thing that keeps your heart ticking

Finding the right way to approach your flaws is key

The hardest part of growing up is finding a way to break free

Finding a way of letting go what your used to

And moving on with something your not

Change in your life isnt always easy to pursue

Turning your back on things that your used to

Or even things that you found thrilling can turn to a wild depression state of mind

Change in your life isn't always easy to soak in

Knowing when the time is right

Knowing when the heart is ready

Knowing when the brain is stable

All key factors in changing you see

There is a time and a place for everything in this world

There is a moment in life of willingness to proceed in life

To be the best you can be

Change in your life isn't always easy to pursue

The answers in life you wish to seek

Are only a footstep away, a footstep closer to happiness

The true meaning of change isn't to leave behind your worries like nothing happened

The true meaning of change is the willingness in your heart to be the best you can be

The true meaning of change is you.

I woke up, thinking...

符诗婷，我真的爱你。。
现在我很想念你。。
昨天， 我真的很开心。。
谢谢你。。
对我而言，你真的很棒。。
我觉得， 你是我的心跳，如果没有你，我不是人。。
因为，我的心不在我的身体里面了。。

现在，我真的很想念你。。

Thank you.

符诗婷，谢谢你。。我爱你。。 现在，我真的很想念你。。给我，这个感觉。。 是一个很强烈的感觉。。 我不知道要怎样说。。但是，我知道一个东西。。

我真的想念你，
还有。。
我真的很爱你。。
谢谢你。。

Foo Shi Ting, you are the special one for me

符 诗 婷 ，你 对 我 来 说 很 特 别 。

Don't apologize

Not to me. I love you, that's why I want to do this. There's no other reasons why. I know you love freedom, I know you are crazy.. But I still accept it. There's really no other reasons why I'm doing what I am doing.

I love you, my love.

我爱你，符诗婷。 因为，是我愿意。。
因为，心跳解释到没有了你不能跳，
我爱你，直到我人生的尽头。

我愿意

Love is amazing,
Love is a miracle,
Love is sweet,
Love is beautiful.

Love is how I love you,
Love is how I feel,
Love is what I need,
Love is what I give.

Love is a feeling between two people,
Love is a mutual respect,
Love is the total honesty,
Love is a harmonious bond.

Love is how you care,
Love is how you give,
Love is how we are as a couple,
Love is what defines us.

Love is why I'm willing,
Love is why I'm changing,
Love is why I'm crying,
Love is why I'm dying.

Love is why you are worth it all,
The sweat,
The tears,
The pain.

Don't you see? I love you
Accept the fact that I am willing to accept you as who you are.
I know, that taking this road will bring many pain and unhappiness. But I don't care. I'll use a million years to show to you that this is the road I want to take. I may cry, I may be hurt, I may even kill myself in the end. But it all comes down to this, I am willing to go down this road.

I am a weird and horrible person. I may do many things that causes trouble or conflict. But I do know what love is. And I definitely know that,
I love you

谁说的？你值不值得是由我来决定的，不是吗？

谁说的？你值不值得是由我来决定的，不是吗？

A love so true,
A love so pure,
With that within us,
How can you not be worth it?

You are my life,
My happiness,
My love,
How can you not be worth it?

You give me a reason,
To live everyday,
To be thankful everyday,
How can you not be worth it?

I am always in the shadows,
Observing you,
Even though I am hurt,
Just one smile from you,
Makes life more beautiful,
How can you not be worth it?

I make mistakes,
I make errors,
For you, I'm willing to change the whole world,
How can you not be worth it?

Touch after touch,
Hug after hug,
Kiss after kiss,
You leave me wanting more and more,
How can you not be worth it?

Tears after tears,
Sweat after sweat,
I shed all that for you because I want to,
How can you not be worth it?

Our story is complicated,
I am complicated,
You are complicated,
Even with all the complications,
How can you not be worth it?

Craziness,
Is a part of you, and always will be,
Even though it hurts me deeply,
When I see your happy face,
How can you not be worth it?

I've written more poems for you,
Bought more presents for you,
Worked so hard for you,
Than anyone I have ever met,
How can you not be worth it?

With a heart so beautiful,
With a heart so caring,
Yet with a heart so mysterious,
How can you not be worth it?

Every part of you now,
I miss it,
I love it,
Now tell me again,
How can you not be worth it?

This is not a complain,
It is my way of expressing how I feel right now,
As I type these words out,
I am thinking,
How can you not be worth it?

I want us to be together again,
Stronger,
More open to one another,
Without a care for the future,
Just the present.

符诗婷,我爱你

我不要, 因为我知道, 没有可能

我不要, 因为我知道, 没有可能


Life goes on,
My love goes on,
My mistakes stay.

Having to admit,
Is always a hard thing,
To do.

To do so,
One must have forget,
His pride.

A man's pride,
Is his most,
Treasured possesion.

However,
By forgetting it,
He is sacrificing.

For a happiness,
That will last a lifetime,
What is a small sacrifice like this?

I admit,
to you now,
in the only way left for communicating.

I plan,
I acted,
I hide.

I am wrong,
And I beg,
For forgiveness.

For I,
Have been humbled,
Brought down to my knees.

By a love
That is so strong,
That is so pure.

You really understand me

In this lonely night,
Before the clock strike 12,
I am thinking of you,
Over and over again,
I'm wondering that,
If you were beside me,
I guarantee..
You'll make me happy with your smile,
You'll make me warm with your hug,
You'll make me blissful with your kiss,
You'll make me strong with your words,
And lastly,
Lonely is a word that I do not know,
When I'm around you,
Because now,
I really miss you, my love
I really love you, my sweetheart
Because you understand whatever I want
Because you understand whatever I need
Because you are the one for me,
There is really no one else,
Who understands me like you,
Shi Ting,
I love You.

You are not alone

Something whispers in my ear and says
That you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though you're far away
I am here to stay

But you are not alone
For I am here with you
Though we're far apart
You're always in my heart
But you are not alone

This song is by the late Michael Jackson. And I am dedicating this to you. Although we're not far away, I want you to know that you are always in my heart.
我爱你，直到我人生的尽头

Is tomorrow going to be the same?

Is it just like previous years? Or will it finally be meaningful to me? I don't know but I pray to God that you are there for me. That's the best gift that I can ever wish for.

Tagged by Shi Ting

FOUR NAMES THAT FRIENDS CALL YOU:
1. Steven
2. Jia Liang
3. Gerald
4. Steven Fok

FOUR MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE:
1. Her birthday
2. My birthday
3. Anniversaries
4. Other peoeple's birthday

FOUR THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES:
1. Texted her
2. Changed
3. Chatted on MSN
4. Missed her

FOUR WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. Exercise
2. Laugh
3. Dance
4. Kiss :)

FOUR PEOPLE YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. My grandparents
2. Her
3. My best friend
4. My other best friend

FOUR GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. A surprise
2. Birthday bash
3. Her presence :)
4. Something that means a lot to me

FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES (CURRENTLY):
1. Exercising
2. Dancing
3. Taking care of her
4. Sms-ing

FOUR PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION:
1. Hawaii
2. Paris
3. Venice
4. Ipoh

FOUR FAVORITE DRINKS:
1. Iced lemon tea
2. Iced Milo
3. Alchohol
4. Teh Tarik

FOUR THINGS ALWAYS FOUND IN YOUR BAG:
Err.. I don't usually carry around a bag

FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
1. Red
2. Black
3. White
4. Blue

TOP FOUR HANGOUTS:
1. Sunway Pyramid
2. Taylor PJ campus
3. SS 15
4. Her House

TOP FOUR U LOVE SO MUCH:
1. Shi Ting
2. My family
3. My friends
4. Whoever loves me out there.

TOP FOUR "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU:
1. Her of course.
2. My time spent with her
3. My dancing
4. My family

TOP FOUR WHO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY:
No one?

TOP FOUR REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY:
1. becuz Shi Ting tagged me
2. I wanted her to see my anwers
3. I am bored
4. I am waiting for some pictures to download finish

THE PEOPLE WHO I GOING TO TAG:
No one. Lucky guys

Who else but me?

When it is rough and harsh,
stop for a moment,
and think,
who is supporting you all the time?
I am.

When you are sad,
Or happy,
Or angry,
stop and think,
who will be feeling those same feelings together with you?
I am.

When you feeling like hitting something,
Or killing someone,
Stop!
And think,
Who will be willing to let you kill or hurt him?
I am.

When you are having troubles,
Or you cannot make a decision,
Stop and think,
Who will be the one who is willing to listen to you?
To guide you?
I am.

And when you are feeling down,
Or you just have trouble smiling,
Stop and think,
Who will be ready to make you smile and make your day better?
I am.

After saying all this,
Verse after verse,
Line after line
words after words,
Stop and think,
Who is thinking about you right now?
Who loves you so much?
Who is the person who won't let you get into any danger?




I am.

I love you

In a moment of darkness,
Your light came shining through,
For a moment, it made me senseless,
Then it all became true.

Your love powered me,
Energized me,
Driven me,
Inspired me,
And with that, a little poem for you :-

There's only 1 way for me,
2 say,
Those 3 words,
4 you.
I love you.

4 everything you did for me,
there is only 3 words that can be said,
2 you,
in only 1 way,
I love you.

There's no 1 else,
2 care for you,
and mean those 3 words like I do,
again, 4 the world to see and read,
I love you.

4 as long as my heart beats,
these 3 words will continue living,
2 you, I will always care,
Not in 1 way, but every way possible,
I love you.