I'm working on it... I really am

I can't put into words the feelings I have right now. The closest I can get to it is that I feel absolute regret to what I have did. I know I have to give you time and space. I respect that. But I would not stop trying. There's something special between us and I was an idiot to have lost sight of that the first time. Please give me a chance to appreciate it this time. That's all I ask.